So this somehow happened…

I… I have had no idea what to make of it. What is going on? I was made aware that I was being filmed when I was shown this by Bill the other day, and I think John is a part of this. All of it has been filmed while I have been hanging out with them, and Bill showed me even more clips that he has filmed of me at Alderaan (John and Nancy‘s apartment). The above video was shot in early February. I was never even suspecting that I was under some sort of observation, other than the website and anything I was actively making for it. Bill has become my Christof, except I can tell him that I am on to his game, or, you know, watch a movie with him.

As far as the rest of the year goes, I do not think this will have any sort of effect on my life, in regards to how I act, talk, and generally conduct myself. I will be on the lookout for cameras, though. I have no idea how I missed being filmed a couple times in that video. I was just about looking at the camera. Christof did say, “We accept the reality of the world with which we are presented,” and not expecting to be filmed must have put up the mental blockage. I subconsciously edited out being filmed. All in all, I can kind of see how Truman could have been so oblivious to being under the eye of the world for so long. I now get to see what being vaguely aware of being watched feels like… oh boy.